An impressive-looking ant. I think where I’m going wrong is that I’m presuming that - as I increase my technical skills - I will become more employable as a tech worker. Unfortunately this is the opposite of what is actually happening. People hire for ’team fit’ - and usually they do NOT want someone who is particularly technically skilled. ...
AI has blown my mind. It’s true. 2 years ago I was a Luddite, lost and alone. Today, however, I embrace vibe-coding like nothing ever before. And I WILL call it ‘vibe-coding’ and I know it sounds derogatory, but you have to consider the fact that I learned how to program when the internet was not even ‘a thing’ - so I have honed my skills for decades. And I’m working on my fourth STEM degree. ...
Now that the University of London, Royal Holloway Cyber Security MSc is out of the way (for now).. the real challenge begins.. the Imperial College Machine Learning/AI certificate . Imperial College is basically the UK’s ‘MIT ’ and BOY - do they like their maths! I am unfortunately not that great at maths, so I have a lot of work to do to complete this certificate! I have booked out the next few months so I can concentrate on learning the fundamental maths in order for me to learn the more advanced maths, which will let me complete this course. ...
It has been interesting learning about FHE - Fully Homomorphic Encryption and MPC - Secure Multi-Party Computation in my recent studies with Royal Holloway, University of London . Honestly, I think these advances are very exciting. Some people think that cryptography is too academic or inscrutable, but the reality is that it has had the biggest affect on our digital lives. Without cryptography, Bitcoin, HTTPS, secure messaging, VPNs, online banking, online payments in general, WIFI, mobile phones.. simply would not be able to exist because they would be too insecure to implement. ...
Have just finished the most recent module exams for my MSc Cyber Security degree at University of London, Royal Holloway. This means that I have now attempted (and I hope - passed) around 50% of the degree content, not including the final project, since I started the degree in April 2025. Previously I was averaging a distinction result, I am not convinced those two last exams will result in me maintaining the distinction average, but we will see! ...
It is very annoying how low peoples expectations and initial perceptions of me are. I apparently come across as some kind of ‘invalid’, possibly because of my neurodiverse social difficulties. When people get to know just how different I am from their initial expectations, they seem to get genuinely shocked and annoyed! As if I have no right to be as intelligent/capable/successful/kind/generous as I actually am. I really HATE this reaction. People don’t understand that it’s THEIR perceptions and prejudices are at fault, and the gap they have discovered between them and reality is actually A REALLY GOOD THING!
We are experiencing our second heatwave of the summer here in the UK and to be honest, I’m sick of it. Our new home, despite being a recent new build house, seems to get much hotter than the external-wall-insulated house we used to have in Manchester. We have had to install fans in most rooms, and 2 (!) portable aircon units in the south facing upper rooms to attempt to deal with the heat. ...
The problem with arguing on the internet is that you usually automatically assume that the other person is as cognitively capable as you of understanding the argument you’re trying to put across, and also, are interested in the argument at all. Often people cannot understand something - perhaps they are lacking critical thinking skills or literacy, or perhaps they are genuinely mentally ill - or maybe they simply don’t WANT to, and are using the argument as just a way of letting out the frustration of their day. ...
The Christies have decided that they only need to see me once per year now. The current chance of the cancer returning is less than 5% over my entire lifetime now - also, out of the participants on the clinical trial I was on who made it past stem cell transplant.. 3 years on.. NONE of them have relapsed currently. So that’s good news. I still need to worry about the second cancer risk but as long as I stay healthy and fit, I should be fine for a good few decades yet. ...